hari jumaat yg mulia... hari yg penuh kenangan wahh bersejarah la jugak kot.. urm skrang aku dah start keje kat Vads ttdi.. tapi handle M1 project. so apa yg best? since last 14th july aku keje sana. memcm aku blajo... setiap minggu ada MCQ mcm test la.. setiap test ada mark utk kitorg lulus sebelum melangkah ke fish tank.. nak tau apa itu M1? sila layari http://m1.com.sg.. dia telco provider utk singapore. ala kira mcm maxis, celcom tu. so kat situ aku bekerja sbg customer service officer urmm so nanti tetiap hari la aku akan terima inbound call dr sporean's customer yg sunggo kiasu tu ha ha ha urmm aku baru tahu yg Vads Plaza ni rupanya kuala lumpur contact centre. so dlm bangunan ni memcm kampeni yg lelain yg handle cc mcm hong leong, streamyx, celcom, ing, tabung haji dan memcm lagi la... selepas seminggu belajo pecah pala plus blajo system dorang semua ni.. pas aku lulus cemerlang dlm setiap paper.. cuma paper last tu urmm paper system aku tak cukup marks.. paper tu je yg aku kene ulang.. tapi masa re-test aku lulus 96.5% huhu bangga nye ai diknon   urmm before pulang.. ada istiadat graduasi batch aku...

.yes i am moron plus agak slow.. so fuckin what?.

MB 07/08 KLSC huhu canggih nye.. best gilo..  nanti aku akan update kan gambo² semua eh. plus batch aku tak ramai pun ada dlm 10 org yg sengal2 belaka mcm aku haha. 7 laki dan 3 pompuan jek.

pas keje abah suh aku balik teluk intan urmm tetiba teringin mo makan memcm ok. and yg pasti aku dah terbau² durian perghhhhh heaven nye.. rasanya dah mo masuk 2 bulan gak la aku tak balik umah mak.. rindunye mo ngadap muka dorang, rindu bebelan dorang  itu la aku.. si tomot yg cengeng  ok nanti sambung lagi...

Psychology Of Love !

Don't be too good, I will miss u.. Don't be too caring, I might like u..  Don't be too sweet, I might fall for u..

It's hard for me to luv u when u won't luv me after all.. 

(A person who makes me luv him is actually a person who luvs me more than I luv him…)

If someone comes in u'r life and become a part of u, but for some reasons he couldn't stay, don't cry too much.. 

Just be glad that u'r paths crossed and somehow he made u happy even for a while..

(Time will tell, if he's yours, he will come back to u..)

Two tear drops were floating down the river… One teardrop said to other,

'I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man n lost him. Who are u?'

'I'm the teardrop of the man who regret letting a girl go…'

(Nobody will sympathise a person who constantly let chances passes by without making any efforts to salvage..)

We normally don't realise how important our loved and closed ones are until they have left us.. 

Love can make u happy although often times it hurts.. But love is only special if u give it to which it's worth..

(If u have found someone who truly appreciates u, he/she deserves more of u'r love..)

Love needs time to realise.. There might be love at first sight but it takes time to let one gradually discover their affection towards another.. Miss him/her when he/she is not around, hope to hear from he/she when he/she has not written or called…

It's always better to have found the courage to luv even if u lose it in the end rather than never found love because u were too afraid of the challenge..

Don't give up if u face or think that u have competitors.. It's always better to try.. If u succeed, the reward is more than u can expect… But if u don't try or don't summon up the courage, u might lose the one u like/love 4ever…

Open u'r heart, let people luv u.. never Doubt their intentions, sincerity can be felt by heart..

When u luv, it is not for u to be understood but for u to understand.. not for u to take but for u to be taken.. 

To listen not to dictate, to sacrfice and not to demand..

Not to count or measure, but to LOVE!!! 

hello psoriasis, yes u killing me softly. tengs!
  happy 27th birthday Haslienda...  urmm birthday kali ni aku berasa amat terharu.. ramai la pulak yg ingat bday this year, nak list kan nama mmg ramai la tapi yg pasti... nafisz, bb bomot nazzad, my parents, dikwan, kakak and her fam, sue, faezah, cikiwa, warga mnet.fm dan rakan2 kat ym, fs, fesbuk, ms, tagged, ramai yg wish birthday dan memberi wish2 yg buat aku terharu.. haih.. yes i really need those wishes pun since berenti dr cimb bank... aku keje sementara ngan nazril idrus.. siapakah nazril idrus? sila pergi melayari http://nazrilidrus.com
menjadi seorang PA cum admin assistant dia ni. haih byk la aku bersabo ok... memcm aku perlu sabo.. mr.nash seorang bos yg besh dan amat prihatin ok.. tapi itu la dia sgt perfectionist.. penah aku ikut dia shooting one of the rtm2 punye talkshow kat lim kok wing. haih pehtu bergegas balik opis utk otg wednesday. ohww 1st kerjaya mr.nash ni.. dia agency manager utk LVG Consultant. sesapa yg mo invest duit sila la masuk kedlm public mutual where he and his team can consult u on how to make ur kubu kewangan  promote pulak kan... urmm but then... i am no longer we lvg consultant... aku dpt better offer with Vads Berhad. its a big company but still i do enjoyed bekerja sama nazril idrus.. once in life time being a pa for such a great person and well knwn person like nazril idrus...  haha mr.nash thanks for the opportunity ye.. i'm proud to be ur staff..   sampai bebila i will call u mr.nash ohw yg pasti beliau juga man united kipas susah mati mcm aku
 

.my idol nazril idrus.

 

apa activity aku harini? mcm biasa kat umah.. bangun dr tido lambat pehtu ngan tak mandi aku on9 main kuiz haha urmm best woo layan tido time hujan.. aku bangun² hidu fresh air.. wahh syok nye.. teringat zaman aku dok kat cameron highlands.. everday fresh air.. urmm sometimes rindu gak aku dok sana.. dkt ngan mak abah.. tapi. ntah bosan pun ada gak.. so tadi. kamal called aku. ajak kuwa. so aku ckp aku malas la belum mandi lagi. dia bagi aku 30min. haih. mcm la aku bole siap dlm 30min kan. haha so aku pun mandi siap² mekap segala dia tepon kata kat bawah dah. so mo blanje aku tgk muvi. dan kitorg memula nak tgk hancock tapi aku ngan dia belum tgh wanted so kitorg decide aa mo tgk wanted. perghhhh cite wanted gerek sey! dr mula sampai abis mulut aku ni asik ckp FUYOOO FUYOOO hahaha biasa la aku. kekwn yg dah biasa tgk muvi ngan aku mesti tau aku punye feel tgk muvi. mesti aku hayati sunggo² damn dasat aa citer tu, mmg pasni aku nak carik la pulak kan dvd buat collection. naik horny aku tgk muka angelina jolie tu haha she so awesome!

bulan july penuh makna... aku dilahirkan pada 09 july 1981.. urmm nothing much excited. the last time i was celebrate my bday is on my 21st birthday.. tahun 2002 tahun arwah my adik mohd rosyidi (eddie) meninggal dunia. since then aku tak excited nak celebrate birthday lagi. dan tahun² berikutnya i was alone here in kl. away frm beloved family. urmm i mish my old days.. and tetiba inbox dlm fs berisi satu ucapan birthday dari seorg sahabat hehe dia yg wish birthday pertama utk tahun ini. awal giler.. thanks ya.. kamu sunggo baik hati..

1st birthday wishes

ye ileeehhh senangnya yang lagi ultah... kado'na pasti buanyak nih... but... ada kado dari ryan nih... mungkin gak terindah buat kamu... tapi mudah2an lebih punya makna... yupts.. hanya sekedar keihklasan hati buat kirimin kamu doa... moga kamu tambah sweet, pinter, rajin, always happy, rezeki melimpah, makin sayang sama ortu and senantiasa dapat lindungan dan karunia yang maha kuasa... Amin.... satu lagi kado yang paling spesial... nih... mmmmmmmmmmmmmuaaaaaaaaaaaaaachhhhh... terasa gak...???? ya udah..met birthday aja ya non... keep smile and be nice girl!

ariestyan from Kalibata, Jakarta

that all i can say. it's a very fine match for both team. trying hard to get trough the middle section. and credits for fernando torres who led spain to the EURO 2008 title after they beat germany 1-0. torres who play for the english side liverfool, scored the most valuable goal for spain in the 33 minutes. finally they ends the 44 years curse of not reaching past to the quarter-final stage out of major tournament.


unfortunately for michael ballack, he sits on the pitch after clashing heads with spain's marcos senna


dammit!!
im just can't remember hopping for an extra time since germany play quite well. they hold the possession since the first half. maybe next time i guess. haha but then i dont give a shit with that coz i'm on spain jugak walau papepun kan? haha and that nite i was celebrate it with tripple treat whoa that was awesome! thanks for bedah haha mcm i ckp kan.. kat dlm umah u semuanye HEAVEN! termasuk la ngan u² skali kan beb hahaha heaven sey and i had a great time to spent time with you.. *wink

i'm afraid of not having enough time to understand people or better still to understand myself at that matter. i'm afraid of quick judgements and mistakes that i make. sometimes i think everyone is out to get me. i believe in karma. i don't believe in love at first sight. i believe that fate works both ways. i need a guy who can be mine and only mine. i need the security of knowing i have someone that loves me. sometimes i want to start my life over. i spend my nights trying to understand... life. all i ever want is to be loved as much as i love. i probably will like you. i will never cheat on you. i will never break your heart. and yeah this whole weekends i spent my life with watch all dvd yg ada kat dlm peti almari bawh tv ni. semua aku dah khatam ntah bape kali. last 2 nites back i was in adun's place. we did marathon by watching dvds mcm org mereng haha yeah life kindda bored to me lately. aku pinjam satu dvd ni frm him. mcm gempak la coz it based on manga comic which is even better la kan..tajuk citer nye battale royale.so aku pun layan la nonton sesorang kan mlm tadi, perghhh gempak sey. rupanya aku byk ketinggalan movie kayak² takeshi kitano's film ni..

and yeah everytime come close to my birthday most probably shit happens around me. i hate to get those feeling. that fucking sucks. i am tired to thiking too much. thingking too much makes me cant sleep. makes me smoke like a dragon. haha mcm smoke machine kot. haih. and now i'm kindda get close with someone which is i also makes me kindda confused with him. he being such a good listerner and makes me smile dkala hati ku masih dlm keadaan belum sembuh. he's such a guardian angel to me la. urmm i guess i syg dia. but it just too soon to be tell kan. or maybe aku ni mmg jenis cepat syg kat sesuatu orang or bende. i cant help myself when someone given  me too much attention takut kang aku salah ngerti kan. haih. life's like that.. tapi tamo la. nanti aku sad sad lagi mcm dulu. baik aku relek relek buat buduh sudeh.. i need $$$ right now. saya sudeh miskin. uwaaaa baru tadi minta SOS sama abah huhu pehtu lagi kene bebelan sama beliau pasal mild seven haih.. yg mak aku pulak bole bantai gelak kan aku kan hahaha yeah i love them both so much! aku troublesome mcmane pun but they still love me no matter what.. wah gitu. tapi still i need some cash more wah wah wahhhh i'm so down actually. need huggin frm someone yg sudi pinjamkan bahu mereka buat seketika.. urmm {T_T}

.me sama nafisz kat dorothy's perkins.

.me sama nafisz kat pavillion.

.me sama beliau kat mph pavillion *ngeeee!.

.me sama nafisz kat nose mid valley.

kata hati hari ini... to love someone means u love him when he loves u. forgive him if he hurts u. let him go when he does not want u anymore. its ok to be alone. its ok to feel sad. just believe that Allah knows the best for u. because even it is a sad memory. even it is a bad memory. even it is that only hurts u. even it is a memory that u rather forget. u must not forget because one day it will a very precious memory....

 

semlm hari yg penat.. semlm hari yang byk drama. dari seawal pagi.. ke office.. ke sana ke mari haih.. dgn tak cukup tido.. dgn kelaparan.. pulang dari keje aku cuba lelapkan mata tapi ternyata tak bole. aku minom green tea zheng epal flava kunun nye nak relek kan minda tapi ternyata tiada perubahan haha urmm sambil sambil dok main kuiz kat mirc. aku dpt text dr geng man united haha dia ajak makan. aku pun mcm nak nonton muvi kat curve.. memula kitorg nak tgk hulk tapi last last tgk citer the happening. haih tak happening pun citer ni. bg aku pening ada la kot. aku cuba cari hint dlm muvi ni tapi hampeh. mmg la aku paham tapi aku nak tau punca apa dorang jadi kalau kene angin pehtu semua bunuh diri haih mongok tau! yg si shafi dok bantai tido haha dia ckp dia ada masalah kalo nonton memlm mesti dia tido jap. aku pun kekadang tetido yela dlm cinema kan layan sejok best tido haha kan?

aku kuwa cinema dgn perasaan frust. pasal tak dpt jawapan apa yg aku nak.. shymalan mmg slalu buat citer cengini tapi orang awam mmg dah tau ending mesti tergantung but still dorang nak gi nonton kan. pasal jln citer dia menarik. buat org panic haha urmm pas nonton kitorg gi makan kat kayu kota damansara. aku ingat nak layan teros bola tapi haih ngantok la pulak... sampai umah aku basuh muka pehtu tros zZzZzZzZzZZzzzZzZz.....

kata hati hari ini... sedia menerima apa adanya mana-mana yang berjaya memiliki hati ini... sedia untuk setia pada yang satu... sedia untuk berkongsi perasaan dgn jujur dan hati yg tulus...