hari yg penuh activity.. urm seawal pagi 4:20am aku mendapat panggilan dr adikk. beliau sudah sampai dipudu raya. hoh kelam kabut gak la aku drive mcm org mereng pasal dah janji mo jemput dia kat sana, plus aku riso pulak biarkan dia kat pudu sesorang, pepagi gitu. tapi adikk bole pulak mcm relek² haha mana bole.. dia dah la turun dr singapurak. kang kene samun ke hape ke naya jew sape yg susah? akakkkkk juga susah kang kan. pas amik adikk. terus ke umah aku la kan. umah puaka haha sekali adikk bilang dia bawak la pulak pesanan aku tu.. apa lagi kalo brh yg aku kirim dr singapurak kalo tak murtabak singapore!!! hoyeah hoyeah! cecepat aku paneh kan balik dlm microwave. adikk dtg pasal mo pegi kendurik kawen one of the mnetters.. iaitu kak ri_anne. memula aku mcm maleh aa mo pegi pasal suppose aku keje pe ahad tu tapi memikirkan org dtg jejauh takkan aku nak biarkan pulak kan, tak baik pulak gitu. so pas kene racun sama adikk suh MC so aku pun MC la yg disponser oleh adikk muakakaka <--- gelak jahat ni. dlm kul 11am lebih kot aku sama adikk pi klinik kat puchong, clinic yg dulu aku wat med checkup utk cimb. skali amik ko... dia suh aku telan ubat ceri beri haha sudah satu hari aku kenot beri ok dek pasal makan ubat tuh.. hampeh tul doctor tu.. nampak sgt kew muka aku ni muka pentipu eh hahahaha so whateva la kan janji dpt cekau MC. ok terus ke serdang.. calling² akak sweets dorang memati ingat adikk ngan aku separate haha saje la mo memanje suh lips sama amy amik kat komuter pasalnye aku area serdang mmg failed la kan.  ok sesampai jew. seisi suai kenal bermula. actually la.. ni very the 1st time la aku jejumpe bebudak mnet ni. huhu mcm memalu pun ada.. tapi sibaek la geng pompuan.. so aku mcm ok la. takde la rasa segan sgt kot. ni gegambo dlm bilik hehe sememangnya dorang ni pun ske bergambo haha aku lagi la kan tayah ckp mmg pantang tgk camera haha

ha ni bwh ni gegambo kitorg bergambo bersama pengantin yg bersongket hijo.. huhu hijo ok! canggih nye.. aku sama lips apa lagi berpinau mata mengusha sesilau hahaha tapi yg besh aku terusha adik ipo pengantin bole? hahaha damn aaa malu ai hohoho malu ok!!!

gegambo ni semua disenap oleh dak kecik yg mereng yg ske buat simbol peace tu hahaha bukan aku eh tu tu budak pakai tudung kaler oren tu.. nama dia amy.. canggih dak tu.. mengingatkan zaman dedolu aku jew haha sengalness tak hengat!

aha.. aku ske sgt gambo ni... nampak mcm kelasik bukan? yg sedang bergayut tuh adikk, yg tetengah tuh lips, dan itu.. aku si wonder woman yg always day dreaming hoho ternyata aku sudah semakin gemok dek penangan MTX dlm darah aku ni ish ish ish badan jadi mcm belon aku dah tak seimbang... tapi takpe.. mo sihat punye pasal. aku telan jew la what to do kan.. urm rambut pun semakin gugur dan ternyata haih sad la..

frm left: adikk, lips, kak lina, kak sweets, ww, amy kezi dan 2 anak kecil itu adalah anak kpd kak lina. yg lelain single mingle oke urm cewe² kesepian muakaka!

.aku menyelit  bersama pengantin.

pas abis kenduri memula mo jumpe ayie la. beliau adalah fouder mnet tu tapi apa kes ntah tak jadi jumpe pulak pasal dia ada hal urgent. punya la kenyang oke makan nasik kenduri kak rianne ni. lauk mau dlm 10 jenis kot. kak sweets sama amy sama adikk naik zenky. pasal aku mo hantar mereka ke puduraya, mcm tak besh pulak biarkan mereka menaiki bus or komuter dah ler dedtg jejauh haih. pas berpisah sama lips sama kak lina. kitorg pun berpoya² teros menuju ke kl. ahaaa sorang lagi warga mnet yg aku dah jumpe ok. nama beliau persona. amboit terpersona aku memandang ngeee beliau telah baik hati kerna membelanje kitorg kepsi. tak tak abis pun pasal memasing masih kekenyangan. sambil makan kepsi sempat lagi ok bersenap² hehe canggih

kan muka aku muka senang kan, akibat overdose makanan hahaha tu baju pink tu la persona.. kitorg makan kepsi depan puduraya pasal bus amy sama kak sweets akan gegerak kul 5pm tapi as usual la bus mesia takde nye on time.. haha urm adikk aku hanto kat times square pasal dia mo ngedate ngan kawan beliau disana, bus dia balik spore kul 1130pm.

hohohoho ini la amy, tuan punye camera. kan aku dah bilang dia ni mereng haha tak abis² sama caramel frapicino dia tu.. hohoho anyway.. kalian really makes my day... yg pasti aku ketemu rakan² baru dr mnetfm.net urm new friends, new stories, diffrent background tapi ternyata i am happy to be part of them *wink

urm weekend yg sunggo boring.. suppose aku pegi tgk kami the gig tapi terlajak tido seharian pasal badan rasa lemah sgt maybe pasal psoriasis yg active membuat sel² kulit semakin lemah dan sakit dan terasa mcm mo demam.. since jumaat aku tak dpt ckp sama bomot. ntah kemana je dia menghilang mcm biskot jap ada jap takde. maybe dia bz kot ngan life kat sana but then at least sila la sms aku kan so that aku takde la mcm riso pk bebukan ke kan  takpe la nak wat camne kang dia ingat aku tak paham dia pulak. so aku decide wat bodo je la. if dia rasa aku ni penting mesti dia akan sms aku kan ckp dia agak bz ke apa ke ni tidak diam jek haih. sebel gw  satu hari ni tido je aku, heaven nye dpt tido... pehtu nafisz sms ckp dia kat ou, dia register utk model searchin for seventeen magazine pastu as usual la teman ikutan anip kat big apple donut tu... aku tak larat nak kemana2 ptg tu so aku decide dok umah je la... i mish bb bomot

dan tadi, kul 01:08:24am tgh aku drive frm bukit aman pas hantar kwn kat hostel. aku dpt call dr seseorang. urmm panggilan dr si dia yg pernah dan masih bertakhta dihatiku urm ayahter a.k.a haykel putra. urmm he's in trouble  and as usual if something happened i'll be the 1st to knw haih.. ter ter.. masih lagi mcm dulu.. bila la u mo change eh.. tak abis2 ngan baran u tu hehe urm i am missing u and i cannot deny it but then ntah la its just something..  td dia sms ckp jgn bgtau abah.. pastu aku tanya la is anything that i can help u? then dia just ckp.. just need ur pray and wish, thats all. lagi la aku riso pehtu dia ckp tayah pape dia just nak aku ada..  urmm and me too.. if something happened.. i wish hes around me so that i can be secured.. he knew me and i knew him.. kitorg mcm ada sense and can smells something if both side ada problem. urmm but then we both remains as a great friend and memasing dah bawak haluan hidup memasing tapi bila memasing ada prob.. we both akan rujuk each other maybe keserasian is there, but.. ntah la.. we care and love each other but we cannot be together.. urmm sad. hope everything doin fine there and may god bless u ayahter.. i will always here save a prayer for you.. always...  

kan aritu balik umah mak pehtu pergi ke satu tempat yg rahsia yg membuat aku capet banget haih.. punye la aku melantok durian kaw kaw ngan suh mak wat kuah durian nye lagi ..  memcm aktiviti ok time aku kat sana. kuwa ngan mak abah.. pehtu dikwan pun balik sama. haih rindunyeeee.... rasa mcm tak puas je balik this time...  sampai umah je ni.. aku mcm cacing kepanasan ok.. panas lain mcm... nafisz sms aku mlm tadi a day before aku pulang ke dp. dia suh check dia punye blog pasal ada tragedi melanda. aku punye la susah hati.. nak pi cc malas la pulak so sibaek crdt hp aku byk so aku gprs la guna henpon. baca blog guna henpon aku yg tak canggih ni tak kira canggih aaa pasal bole tenet kan haha haih.. nafisz.. nafisz.. rupanye tongsil dia dah semakin membeso.. dia tercekik mamam bebola bakso.. so dia tercekik pehtu skali kuwa darah semua  sedih nye aku baca.. esk nye kitorg set mo ngedate so kitorg jumpe kat curve. pasal anep now dah keje as operaton exec kat big apple donut so dia handle branch utk ou, curve sama desapark city. melepak kat curve, aku sempat beli victoria's secret body splash kegemaran aku tu haih... dah lama ngidam dpt gak beli ok!!!  pehtu aku, nafisz sama anip ke teh tarik place layan minom jap.

.anep and nafisz.

pastu baru kitorg gerak gi desapark city. aku parkin kete kat umah. so naik kete nafisz je kesana. nak nangis je tgk muka nafisz ok masa dia jemput aku kat depan eden. tapi tamo la nanges, nanti mesti dia takut je.. neves breakdown gak my bro ni kang. pasal dia bilang mo pegi pusrawi pasal ada appointment utk operate tongsil tu.. gilo bapak beso ok! aku tgk ish sian nye  and nafisz dah ckp ngan bb bomot on the phone..  hehe bak kata nafisz beliau sgt jantan hahaha sengal jew mereka ini. sesampai je kat desapark city aku pi maybank bayo duit kete. pastu melepak ler kat big apple donut tu, lepak punye lepak last2 anep belanje aku 3 bijik donut ok!!! perghhhhhhhh heaven sey wa ckp lu!!! siyes heaven donut dia  gambo dibawah menunjukkan aku tgh melayan donut dgn penuh nikmatnye.. snap2 gambo aku suh nafisz hanto mms kat bomot hehe sibaek nafisz tak snap time aku tomot gilo mamam 1st donut tu hehehe

pas makan anep nak closing branch, aku sama nafisz masuk jusco. canggih aa mini jusco ni mcm tak caya tgh2 taman ada mall yg memcm ada la.. apa lagi sessi snap telah bermula sampai ada akak tu usha kitorg ingat kitorg mo curik brg pe




ahaaaa aku sempat membeli lingerie ok! kaler pink hahaha nafisz yg pilih.. yg pasti size adalah rahsia..  hanya beliau yg tahu hehe *wink *wink kat bomot.

pas gerak dr desapark city kitorg makan kat mutiara damansara, makan tomyam.. pehtu dorang pun hantar aku balik umah. urmm hari yg penat actually yelah drive dr umah mak pehtu tros jejln ngan nafisz.. anyway kali ni agak puas dpt lepak lelama ngan dia. urmm lepas rindu kan bro kan  <-- aksi gediks! sis doakan semua nya akan ok.. isnin depan kalo aku tak keje ptg tu.. aku akan jaga dia kat spital. haih get well soon ye bro.. tamo susah hati k. eh lupa pulak say tengs to anep for donut and the voucher 

urmm i mish my bomot nun jauh disana....

hari jumaat yg mulia... hari yg penuh kenangan wahh bersejarah la jugak kot.. urm skrang aku dah start keje kat Vads ttdi.. tapi handle M1 project. so apa yg best? since last 14th july aku keje sana. memcm aku blajo... setiap minggu ada MCQ mcm test la.. setiap test ada mark utk kitorg lulus sebelum melangkah ke fish tank.. nak tau apa itu M1? sila layari http://m1.com.sg.. dia telco provider utk singapore. ala kira mcm maxis, celcom tu. so kat situ aku bekerja sbg customer service officer urmm so nanti tetiap hari la aku akan terima inbound call dr sporean's customer yg sunggo kiasu tu ha ha ha urmm aku baru tahu yg Vads Plaza ni rupanya kuala lumpur contact centre. so dlm bangunan ni memcm kampeni yg lelain yg handle cc mcm hong leong, streamyx, celcom, ing, tabung haji dan memcm lagi la... selepas seminggu belajo pecah pala plus blajo system dorang semua ni.. pas aku lulus cemerlang dlm setiap paper.. cuma paper last tu urmm paper system aku tak cukup marks.. paper tu je yg aku kene ulang.. tapi masa re-test aku lulus 96.5% huhu bangga nye ai diknon   urmm before pulang.. ada istiadat graduasi batch aku...

.yes i am moron plus agak slow.. so fuckin what?.

MB 07/08 KLSC huhu canggih nye.. best gilo..  nanti aku akan update kan gambo² semua eh. plus batch aku tak ramai pun ada dlm 10 org yg sengal2 belaka mcm aku haha. 7 laki dan 3 pompuan jek.

pas keje abah suh aku balik teluk intan urmm tetiba teringin mo makan memcm ok. and yg pasti aku dah terbau² durian perghhhhh heaven nye.. rasanya dah mo masuk 2 bulan gak la aku tak balik umah mak.. rindunye mo ngadap muka dorang, rindu bebelan dorang  itu la aku.. si tomot yg cengeng  ok nanti sambung lagi...

Psychology Of Love !

Don't be too good, I will miss u.. Don't be too caring, I might like u..  Don't be too sweet, I might fall for u..

It's hard for me to luv u when u won't luv me after all.. 

(A person who makes me luv him is actually a person who luvs me more than I luv him…)

If someone comes in u'r life and become a part of u, but for some reasons he couldn't stay, don't cry too much.. 

Just be glad that u'r paths crossed and somehow he made u happy even for a while..

(Time will tell, if he's yours, he will come back to u..)

Two tear drops were floating down the river… One teardrop said to other,

'I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man n lost him. Who are u?'

'I'm the teardrop of the man who regret letting a girl go…'

(Nobody will sympathise a person who constantly let chances passes by without making any efforts to salvage..)

We normally don't realise how important our loved and closed ones are until they have left us.. 

Love can make u happy although often times it hurts.. But love is only special if u give it to which it's worth..

(If u have found someone who truly appreciates u, he/she deserves more of u'r love..)

Love needs time to realise.. There might be love at first sight but it takes time to let one gradually discover their affection towards another.. Miss him/her when he/she is not around, hope to hear from he/she when he/she has not written or called…

It's always better to have found the courage to luv even if u lose it in the end rather than never found love because u were too afraid of the challenge..

Don't give up if u face or think that u have competitors.. It's always better to try.. If u succeed, the reward is more than u can expect… But if u don't try or don't summon up the courage, u might lose the one u like/love 4ever…

Open u'r heart, let people luv u.. never Doubt their intentions, sincerity can be felt by heart..

When u luv, it is not for u to be understood but for u to understand.. not for u to take but for u to be taken.. 

To listen not to dictate, to sacrfice and not to demand..

Not to count or measure, but to LOVE!!! 

hello psoriasis, yes u killing me softly. tengs!
  happy 27th birthday Haslienda...  urmm birthday kali ni aku berasa amat terharu.. ramai la pulak yg ingat bday this year, nak list kan nama mmg ramai la tapi yg pasti... nafisz, bb bomot nazzad, my parents, dikwan, kakak and her fam, sue, faezah, cikiwa, warga mnet.fm dan rakan2 kat ym, fs, fesbuk, ms, tagged, ramai yg wish birthday dan memberi wish2 yg buat aku terharu.. haih.. yes i really need those wishes pun since berenti dr cimb bank... aku keje sementara ngan nazril idrus.. siapakah nazril idrus? sila pergi melayari http://nazrilidrus.com
menjadi seorang PA cum admin assistant dia ni. haih byk la aku bersabo ok... memcm aku perlu sabo.. mr.nash seorang bos yg besh dan amat prihatin ok.. tapi itu la dia sgt perfectionist.. penah aku ikut dia shooting one of the rtm2 punye talkshow kat lim kok wing. haih pehtu bergegas balik opis utk otg wednesday. ohww 1st kerjaya mr.nash ni.. dia agency manager utk LVG Consultant. sesapa yg mo invest duit sila la masuk kedlm public mutual where he and his team can consult u on how to make ur kubu kewangan  promote pulak kan... urmm but then... i am no longer we lvg consultant... aku dpt better offer with Vads Berhad. its a big company but still i do enjoyed bekerja sama nazril idrus.. once in life time being a pa for such a great person and well knwn person like nazril idrus...  haha mr.nash thanks for the opportunity ye.. i'm proud to be ur staff..   sampai bebila i will call u mr.nash ohw yg pasti beliau juga man united kipas susah mati mcm aku
 

.my idol nazril idrus.

 

apa activity aku harini? mcm biasa kat umah.. bangun dr tido lambat pehtu ngan tak mandi aku on9 main kuiz haha urmm best woo layan tido time hujan.. aku bangun² hidu fresh air.. wahh syok nye.. teringat zaman aku dok kat cameron highlands.. everday fresh air.. urmm sometimes rindu gak aku dok sana.. dkt ngan mak abah.. tapi. ntah bosan pun ada gak.. so tadi. kamal called aku. ajak kuwa. so aku ckp aku malas la belum mandi lagi. dia bagi aku 30min. haih. mcm la aku bole siap dlm 30min kan. haha so aku pun mandi siap² mekap segala dia tepon kata kat bawah dah. so mo blanje aku tgk muvi. dan kitorg memula nak tgk hancock tapi aku ngan dia belum tgh wanted so kitorg decide aa mo tgk wanted. perghhhh cite wanted gerek sey! dr mula sampai abis mulut aku ni asik ckp FUYOOO FUYOOO hahaha biasa la aku. kekwn yg dah biasa tgk muvi ngan aku mesti tau aku punye feel tgk muvi. mesti aku hayati sunggo² damn dasat aa citer tu, mmg pasni aku nak carik la pulak kan dvd buat collection. naik horny aku tgk muka angelina jolie tu haha she so awesome!

bulan july penuh makna... aku dilahirkan pada 09 july 1981.. urmm nothing much excited. the last time i was celebrate my bday is on my 21st birthday.. tahun 2002 tahun arwah my adik mohd rosyidi (eddie) meninggal dunia. since then aku tak excited nak celebrate birthday lagi. dan tahun² berikutnya i was alone here in kl. away frm beloved family. urmm i mish my old days.. and tetiba inbox dlm fs berisi satu ucapan birthday dari seorg sahabat hehe dia yg wish birthday pertama utk tahun ini. awal giler.. thanks ya.. kamu sunggo baik hati..

1st birthday wishes

ye ileeehhh senangnya yang lagi ultah... kado'na pasti buanyak nih... but... ada kado dari ryan nih... mungkin gak terindah buat kamu... tapi mudah2an lebih punya makna... yupts.. hanya sekedar keihklasan hati buat kirimin kamu doa... moga kamu tambah sweet, pinter, rajin, always happy, rezeki melimpah, makin sayang sama ortu and senantiasa dapat lindungan dan karunia yang maha kuasa... Amin.... satu lagi kado yang paling spesial... nih... mmmmmmmmmmmmmuaaaaaaaaaaaaaachhhhh... terasa gak...???? ya udah..met birthday aja ya non... keep smile and be nice girl!

ariestyan from Kalibata, Jakarta

that all i can say. it's a very fine match for both team. trying hard to get trough the middle section. and credits for fernando torres who led spain to the EURO 2008 title after they beat germany 1-0. torres who play for the english side liverfool, scored the most valuable goal for spain in the 33 minutes. finally they ends the 44 years curse of not reaching past to the quarter-final stage out of major tournament.


unfortunately for michael ballack, he sits on the pitch after clashing heads with spain's marcos senna


dammit!!
im just can't remember hopping for an extra time since germany play quite well. they hold the possession since the first half. maybe next time i guess. haha but then i dont give a shit with that coz i'm on spain jugak walau papepun kan? haha and that nite i was celebrate it with tripple treat whoa that was awesome! thanks for bedah haha mcm i ckp kan.. kat dlm umah u semuanye HEAVEN! termasuk la ngan u² skali kan beb hahaha heaven sey and i had a great time to spent time with you.. *wink

i'm afraid of not having enough time to understand people or better still to understand myself at that matter. i'm afraid of quick judgements and mistakes that i make. sometimes i think everyone is out to get me. i believe in karma. i don't believe in love at first sight. i believe that fate works both ways. i need a guy who can be mine and only mine. i need the security of knowing i have someone that loves me. sometimes i want to start my life over. i spend my nights trying to understand... life. all i ever want is to be loved as much as i love. i probably will like you. i will never cheat on you. i will never break your heart. and yeah this whole weekends i spent my life with watch all dvd yg ada kat dlm peti almari bawh tv ni. semua aku dah khatam ntah bape kali. last 2 nites back i was in adun's place. we did marathon by watching dvds mcm org mereng haha yeah life kindda bored to me lately. aku pinjam satu dvd ni frm him. mcm gempak la coz it based on manga comic which is even better la kan..tajuk citer nye battale royale.so aku pun layan la nonton sesorang kan mlm tadi, perghhh gempak sey. rupanya aku byk ketinggalan movie kayak² takeshi kitano's film ni..

and yeah everytime come close to my birthday most probably shit happens around me. i hate to get those feeling. that fucking sucks. i am tired to thiking too much. thingking too much makes me cant sleep. makes me smoke like a dragon. haha mcm smoke machine kot. haih. and now i'm kindda get close with someone which is i also makes me kindda confused with him. he being such a good listerner and makes me smile dkala hati ku masih dlm keadaan belum sembuh. he's such a guardian angel to me la. urmm i guess i syg dia. but it just too soon to be tell kan. or maybe aku ni mmg jenis cepat syg kat sesuatu orang or bende. i cant help myself when someone given  me too much attention takut kang aku salah ngerti kan. haih. life's like that.. tapi tamo la. nanti aku sad sad lagi mcm dulu. baik aku relek relek buat buduh sudeh.. i need $$$ right now. saya sudeh miskin. uwaaaa baru tadi minta SOS sama abah huhu pehtu lagi kene bebelan sama beliau pasal mild seven haih.. yg mak aku pulak bole bantai gelak kan aku kan hahaha yeah i love them both so much! aku troublesome mcmane pun but they still love me no matter what.. wah gitu. tapi still i need some cash more wah wah wahhhh i'm so down actually. need huggin frm someone yg sudi pinjamkan bahu mereka buat seketika.. urmm {T_T}